It really has been a while since i have been on the computer or even updated my page.... I have had a tough semester of college this year... my first year... it has really been a really different experience. now i am unfortunately back in my parents house and absolutely hate it because they drive my up the walls... but on the serious side of things, my mom and i always argue and it places so much unnecessary stress on my life that i dont need or want... my fear is that by just being here for the summer, for 3 months, that that will be all it takes to put me back into a deep (possibly deeper) depression.... i think that part of why i was depressed in the first place was because of the stress at my parents.... and that fact that i was in a cold and dark basement for my bedroom... now im in a cold and dark part of my parents basement that has no windows... at least my old room had a window........ anyways... i am going to work on submitting all the things i wrote in my poetry class and then finish moving all my old poetry over from my old deviant account to this one. but anywho... have a good week everyone.

ps... strangely enough, i am in a better mood than what i have been in my other journal entries... maybe its the meds, maybe the weather, maybe my life is changing, or a combination of all of those....